It’s hard to explain, and part of it is just not sleeping at all. It’s like a slog or heavy cloud over my brain and just cannot will myself to do anything or see anyone. Ignore text messages from people too. Just check VN or Twitter and Thats about it. Like Tuesday my roommates didn’t see me...
Been a tough few mental days, but I’m back on the horse. This is pretty deep for internet friends, but what do you guys do to get out of mental slogs? Monday-Wednesday was just not good days and seems like I get stuck.
Clocked in at 308 today. I’m gonna do another 90 day alcohol cleanse starting in February. Want to see if I can get down to 290 by the end of the month. But I’ll take under 300 for the first time since January 2017
I like 05 never again, don’t get me wrong. He’s solid. And I can go a little long winded. But I don’t think he’s ever posted anything short of three full paragraphs lol
So I think my goal is to get to 275 at the end of the year…that would drop me another 30-40 lbs. I’m probably never get to 240-245 like I did in my factory days. But 275 would be a really nice weight for me I think.
I found a bunch of Braves and Detroit t shirts I bought during my skinny years I kept…washed them and a ton of them fit. I’m very excited…though I have way too many clothes now.
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